Merry Christmas!

I've been placed in a (movie) quote!

First rule of Shamekko Club is - you do not talk about Shamekko Club.

Umm, what the hell? I guess the best the generator could do was to use my name instead of fight. Booooo!

Silly Pet Trick!

This pug has a few issues imitating a blender, but its a good laugh, check it out:

Horoscope of the day

I read my horoscope for fun (I'm a cancer), at times they can be way off, but this one is so on its frightening:

Your pleasure can be tied to a love interest today -- either a new one or one that already is in your life. Either way, you could push up against boundaries that are your own or someone else's as you seek to create the intimacy that you crave. You have little to lose by expressing yourself, as long as you don't stray from your personal truth.
Friday, October 27, 2006

Chad Lets it Rip

Senor Ocho Cinco is in the building!!!

Dedication (1948-2001)

I usually don't mention this to many but I feel like this is a time to be open and share a little bit. Today is the 5th anniversary of my father's death. Five years ago today, my Dad passed away due to complications from his kidney transplant that he had just a day-and-a-half prior. Until he was called in for surgery, he had been on dialysis for almost four years after being diagnosed with kidney failure.

Above is my favorite pic of us, way back from 1983 (if you couldn't tell it was the 80's already with my pop's jheri curl, heh) - some of you may have seen it before. The pic is my constant reminder that I should always reach higher in life.

I had just began my sophomore year when he passed. It was a tough quarter after that, let alone getting through the rest of college. One half of the union that created me was gone. I'll admit, I'm a daddy's girl, and always will be until it's my time to go.

Usually, I'm not the type to want to give away my life story but this I didn't want to pass up the opportunity to express how I feel. I don't bring up the loss in everyday conversation to receive pity points from people, that's not my motive. I just try to live life to the fullest like my Dad would want me. My Mom and I have our moments where we miss just seeing him everyday, I know deep down he wouldn't want us to dwell on him not being around but to celebrate the good times we shared from playing putt putt, going to dinner, or me being embarrassed at him dancing to a song that I liked while at a red light - with a lot of other cars around. :)

These past five years I've noticed how many characteristics that I do have of his, from his walk (forget walking straight lines, I walk in serpentine lines...), to how the volume of my voice goes up when I'm really excited about something. Little things like that makes me feel connected to him.

My point is to never take anybody close to you for granted. Always tell them that you love them. Its strange, I remember when I left my Dad's hospital room the last night before I coming back just a few hours later that I told him "Good night, I'll see you tomorrow." That tomorrow will come.

Stick Figures get Gangsta

Well, not quite, but this Paint version of "Chain Hang Low" by Jibbs. Honestly I can't stand the song, its a bad for hip hop when ppl take nursery rhymes and use them as hooks for songs! Case in point: Yung Joc's "I Know You See It." A hot beat with a horrible hook. The video is pretty funny, it makes the song easier to tolerate in my opinion. Take a peek:

Learning new things everyday

Random things that I'm noticing these days:

1. My initial looks hot in old english font:


2. That there's definately a difference between a beatmaker and a producer. I'm slowly learning to listen to the difference as well. Being around musically inclined people will do that to you.

3. There are other people that are in the same boat as I am career wise. Through all the drama and hardships, you can lose focus that you're not the only one. Shotout to Kalos for checking out my page and leaving an encouraging comment. Best wishes to you too!

4. It takes patience and drive to get the things you want out of life (career wise). I'm slowly getting to that point. I got a better idea of what I want to do, and what I can tolerate 40+ hours a week.

5. That shameless self-promotion works: Dark Planet Radio launching December 1st! in January, 2007!

Yet another site I've joined...this stuff is getting addictive

Now I'm on flickr too...

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More photos...

Fun at tall stacks! Again on yet another street team promo i'm at tall stacks enjoying the scenery for a few shifts. Here are a few pics from wednesday.

Now That's a Job Fair!

Ikea to Hire 10,000 New Workers Per Year
I'm already excited that they're finally bringing a store to Cincy, in order to keep up with growth of the biz, they have to hire 10,000 people a year! It won't open until late 2007 i'm guessing, but it'll save me from lurking on ebay looking for fun ice trays for drinks anymore.

Fun with online quizzes

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View from the booth...
Hanging out & working at the atp tennis match that's in town this week.

This shirt is funny.

Blah day on the bus while randomly thinking...
What's up with ppl in my circle getting engaged? A part of me's happy the other part feeling envious/left out. Jealous perhaps?

Impatience is a mother! I'm feeling all lame that i'm not working in the marketing field...yet. Thought about throwing my resume in the internship ring at the pr firm i do street team work for. Will they take a post grad?

Those bums!

Myspace deleted my account! I heard that their site was down the other day, who knows. Then again I may have done something against the rules or something. I doubt it, because there are weirdos on there looking for minors, there's not much - if anything - that can top that.

Here's what my boredom the last two nights resulted in...

Random Rants to Kick off the Weekend

I'm extra glad its Friday and all, considering I had a mini vacation of sorts to celebrate the 2nd and the 4th and 7/5 just for the hell of it but right when I was ready to kick off yet another weekend, little stuff started to piss me the hell off. Yea they say not to sweat the small stuff but when the small stuff builds up one after the other, there's no stopping it, so hence, my random rants for today.

1. It may be the hidden old fart in me, but why are (some) kids today so rowdy and clueless? Or maybe its just the ones that I live around. They have no disrespect for other people's property, and haven't figured out that they're not made of rubber and that cars can hurt them. It takes them 10 years just to move out of the street.

2. Why is it that when you try to block a person out of your life that you can't stand, why they have to appear when you get a good hang of it?
I just happen to see a guy I was fond of some months back on my way home from work today. That was a long 10 minutes just knowing he was breathing the same air that I was. Really I'm just mad that he called me goofy but he didn't check the mirror first; he ceased talking to me over some missing text messages. and took the time and breath to tell my cousin (his neighbor) that I'm goofy, knowing that she was gonna tell our other cousin, and then my close friend from high school, who all know him. Hey, I got his goofy. He needs a better reason than that! Looser.

3. Why did the rest of my lunch get thrown out the break room fridge? I should have labeled it better.
But it was a ruben sandwich I couldn't finish at lunch and took extra effort to remember to pick up before my shift was over. They cleaned out the fridge around 4pm, and I met my disappointment at around 4:55pm. *sniff* That sandwich was real good.

4. What the hell is wrong with my city?
Positivity went out the window with the 2001 riots. My friend D is exactly right to list that she's from "Riot City, OH" on her myspace page. Seriously, I need to put back some money to get away from here for a minute (for grad school maybe), see some other city, or country for that matter. J'adore (Montreal) Quebec!

Through all of this crap, the bottom line is that it's Friday and I have the whole weekend to look forward to, thank goodness.

This would be my dream apartment. I took this while out on lunch.

It's my birthday, yaay!

Yep folks, its that time of year again! at 8:53 am it will be official, another year added to my age :) I created this image featuring an image of Tiearra Mari to celebrate.


p.s. according to my blogger dashboard, this is my 400th post on this blog! woo hoo!

Everybody meet Mr. Me Too

I've this song on repeat since I upoaded it on my ipod (I've finally moved over to the dark side, lol). Hell, I even have it as my text message ringer! The beat is crazy, the Neptunes have done it again!

Updates and Boredom

I got bored this evening and made this thing to the left using Paint Shop pro and the Busta Rhymes psd I got from this site. It's hot off the presses 5 minutes ago.

I thought about changing the title of this site to something else. Right now "Speak Now" is in the running, along with "Daily Pill". The second one wouldn't work because sporadic postings don't really count as daily. A good friend of mines has titled his blog the same. I've been using "Random Thoughts" since I created this account in 2001. Maybe it's time to pass on the RT torch and make an upgrade.

Now as far as the "life updates" that guy I mentioned in a past post that I'm getting to know, he's on the backburner for now. I believe he still has some hangups about a past relationship and in turn thinks of me as suspect, which bothers me plenty. Plus he's ignored my text messages and phone calls, also - not a good look. He's a nice guy but like everyone that's been in a awful relationship (myself included), you have to take time for yourself in order to heal and let that shit go. I was near completion of my healing process when I met this guy too, so I was definately open for something new. Well, its hard to get the point across to him to say that I'm a decent catch (not trying to be cocky or anything, just real), and that I can't wait around forever, which I am not doing. I'm getting to know another guy now that doesn't have any hangups so far. He's funny and he can sing too! I'm a sucker for singers. :)

Work is steady but could be full-time with benefits. I'm looking to get hired on with a communications company in the area that does sports and entertainment promotions. I'm looking to do some street team & promo work with my ppl DDB so this would be a launching pad to some PAID experience and some great connects in the city by working for this communications company. I'm meeting with the coordinator next week, wish me luck! I'm also taking a chance of applying for a higher level PT postition at the lib. This is only the second time in the 10 months that I've been there that I've applied for something internally. Having the "don't rock the boat" mentality since I've been hired there has only allowed me to find PT work that surrounds my base schedule. Clear Channel has also received my info too. Between these and the offer to work a few weeks again at the Cincinnati State Bookstore have been keeping me focused but worried. Worst case scenario would be that I don't receive any responses. I rather not think about that.

I'm a Van Hunt fan now...

He was performing at Bogart's last night and my buddy Ben invited me. Really I was taking a risk with this one, cuz I heard of Van Hunt but was not familiar with his music. He was featured on MTV a few years ago when his song "Dust" came out. Really they need to give him more exposure, he can put on a great live show! It's hard for me to classify his style but its rock mixed with r&b, and soul. It just good live music. It's a good escape from the repeats on the radio, although they're infectiously catchy. infectiously, oooh a big word!

My groupie acting ass was hoopin and hollering the whole time and by buddy Ben couldn't stop dancing. But then again, he's a dancer. We had a good time and to top it off Van Hunt was signing autographs and taking pics after the set. That's how I got this one (thank you B!) and my buddy got his poster signed. Plus when I got my ticket signed, of course I had to spell out my name to him. And he pronounced it correctly on the first try! That made my night! I couldn't stop mentioning it to Ben the rest of the time afterwards. We were so hyped up for it to be a rainy night, it was practically wrong.

All I need to do now is go and cop his first album and catch up. His second one is out now too called "On the Jungle Floor". Go and take a listen to something new! Lil' Jon, T.I. and Bubba Sparxxx will be on the radio (again) tomorrow.

This shameless Van Hunt plug has been brought to you by yours truly at RT :)
Edit: Did I mention he's from Ohio??? It's true!

Once Upon a Time...

I had time to keep up with this blog. That was long ago, like when I began this thing (2001!) Wow, all those rants about nothing (not really). I've actually been having some somethings brewing lately which has kept me away from posting until now, but it's good, or will be. Here's the shortlist, in random order.

1. I'm on myspace now. Yeah, I mentioned that in the other post. I guess its not addicted yet, but I have sent out a few friend requests today, some to actual real life friends, wow! I'm just trying to network with artists on the flipside of things. My dream is to promote music. One of these days that's gonna be a reality, and I'll blog about that too.

2. I'm dating...I guess. While I'm attempting to keep him anon for now, and not to really name and claim much of anything these days, since relationships can be so fickle, its safe to say that I'm dating again. I'll say this much about the guy: he's 25, a childhood friend of one of my HS friends, I met him in the club (of all places to meet a decent person), and has been quite a gentleman thus far since I've been getting to know him. We've been out twice already, and planning to hang out this Wednesday. Neither one of us is trying to jump into anything, but hanging with him has been quite - refreshing. Usually "refreshing" is not a word that I would use about a guy...this is new. I think I'm being so candid that I'm scaring myself, I'll just stop here with all that.

3. I thought I had a third event to list, but I forgot it. It'll come to me later. :)

"New" Internet Crack

I'm just now jumping on the bandwagon:
Find me on MySpace!

Really, I'm on there for two reasons:
1. Promoting my friends: DDB (they're on soundclick too) & Kesha B
2. Promoting my marketing services

Gotta get exposure somehow. It seems like half the world is on there, so why not?! But I'm still lingering around here blogging here and there when I'm indoors or hiding from people. :)

Barney Thuggin it Out?!

This is crazy and funny. Anyone that can take Tupac's "Hit Em Up" and match it up with Barney of all things, has way too much time on their hands.

"I got punk'd by cupid" and other (V-day) thoughts...

1. I got punk'd by cupid
I emailed this line to my friend June when she left a comment on my site...it's good to know that ppl I know in the real world reads my complaints and run-on sentences. :) Well, really I should have followed my instincts and not rushed into another relationship. Oh well, another lesson learned; I came out of the drama unhurt and empowered. I went over to the bum's house Friday night to get my stuff (movies, etc) and brought my boy Scoe with me just in case my ex tried anything. If anything, he was being a punk, he was too scared to approach his own car, cuz me and my ppl were standing by it. I wanted to laugh but I had to stay focused cuz I had to go all the way over his house cuz he too scared to come over mines (sidenote: he's never visited my place either). It's funny to me, my ex poses as a thug but he's such a punk. So the whole punk'd thing was just to be silly, and in reality he got too comfortable way to early, and wasn't that much of a gentleman, and I was being way too nice when it came to helping him ($ wise), and he took advantage of that. My girl Dal poked fun at me on how I used to react to breakups with all the uncertainty and leaving matters in the guy's hands. I talked to her on Saturday and she asked me "are ya'll still together?" I replied with "hell, I don't care...fcuk him!" She said she was proud of me and that I'm growing up, lol.

2. Love is for suckers
I saw the "Love is for suckers" tee that Tigger was wearing on the V-Day edition of 106 & park. Does anyone know where I can buy one? My mom thought someone would take offense to the shirt. I guess that they're being to serious anyways, get some humor in ya life. On the other hand, they're most likely that sucker the shirt's referring to.

3. The second gig gets the heave-ho...I'm so sick of it!
Yep, I put in my two week notice this week. It would have been on Friday, but my boss was out sick. The setup is stupid and borderline illegal I think. For starters, it's a small business; don't get me wrong I have no issues with small business, I root for the entrepreneur. But...I'm paid like an independent contractor (aka pay my own taxes at the end of the year), but treated like an employee. I prefer to get my taxes taken out off top, too much to worry about around tax time. I'm gonna have a fun time filing this year (sure...)! She guides me through tasks that I could figure out on my own, and she sits thisclose to my face. Really, can I get my 3 feet? Get off my lap! She's extremely picky about how the outgoing items are packed. Really, who cares about fingerprints on the tape or if the packing ship is crooked. I'm sure they're more concerned with the contents inside instead of the exterior. Then again, she's picky in general. About 80% of that is unecessary. And get this, she's trying to get two FT people in a one room office, and probably won't provide any benefits, or take any taxes off top?! That's going to be intersting if she can pull that off! I doubt she will. If she's going to do that, she might as well offer a student a co-op/internship position on a temp basis. Anyway, 2/24 is my last day, and I'm glad. Maybe I'll go and see Madea's Family Reunion or do something to celebrate. Now I can spend my afternoons chillin and looking for a career.

This Video Should Be Put On I-Tunes, ASAP!

...it would make a killing! In this clip we have Fantasia and Jamie Foxx singing at Clive Davis' Grammy party. Classic footage, just watch it and enjoy.

The Quickest Grammy Recap Ever!

Unfortunately it was a 3.5 hour lullaby. People performed (lots of mash-ups), and other people won. But the Kanye and Jamie Foxx performace woke me up. They were dressed like band leaders, were backed by a dancin g band, and there were steppers. Gotta love the Broke Phi Broke though, lol. Look here for more recaps.

Knowing that all the recaps were gonna be on the web somewhere, I shoulda got off my lazy butt and went to see Maya Angelou speak.

So Unfair!

Going through one of many job search sites (I'll be nice to exclude which site) to find myself a decent salaried job, I come across this:

We regret that we cannot consider applicants without a Bachelor's degree and a cumulative GPA of 3.0 or higher.

Goodness, I guess those with a strong work ethic with enduring circumstances while in college with a 2.55 cumulative can't apply. That's why I can't stand g.p.a. requirements! Although companies get talent from the high end of the g.p.a. pool there are some in the middle range that can work just as hard. How superficial! Oh well, there's someone out there interested in my credentials past my g.p.a. - somewhere! I'm gonna continue my search and stop complaining now...

Dave Chapelle on Oprah

It's pretty long, so get comfortable...

Happy Birthday Mama!

Thank you for being you. :)

Coretta Scott King 1927-2006

Like my friend texted me earlier, "...now she can rest with her husband Martin!"

...Leave Me Alone, Stupid Love Song...

I'm addicted to posting videos now. This is the video (finally!) of one of my favorite songs, "So Sick."

The "Amazing" Rhonetta Johnson

They have this American Idol video in the right category over at youtube - Odd & Outrageous!

It's Friday, Finally!

I found this site for video codes while on another site looking at these pics of Jay-Z and Aaliyah...anyway, the video below looked like fun to watch, plus I haven't seen it in ever, so I thought I would share it with all of you. All two of you :) I'm just glad it's Friday. The boss at my second job is working my nerves. She's out of town on business/vacation and how she's gonna have her 16 year old son to stop by to "check up on things"?! Hell, I shoulda been babysitting him! He stayed for two hours yesterday, doing homework! I was so pissed that I got a headache. Right after he left, so did I. Plus, I'm an independent contractor, which means I have no taxes withheld. I just hope I don't owe many taxes on my wages! Needless to say, I'm about to find work elsewhere, or just pick up more hours at my other job until they hire a replacement. Enough of the complaints though, just check out the video!

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Today wasn't just one of those "stuck-in-a-routine" days.  Got up went to work, stopped at the store for soup (I'm addicted to Progresso right now) and arrived at home to kick around and relax.  Just wanted to post some links real quick while i'm wandering around the internet...

Check out the Amerie "1 thing" remix

Pics on the go

My photo journal

A Few Links

Until I can update those permanent links on the page...
great hip hop and r&b online radio station
funny site to feed your pop culture fix
another pop culture site

75 Lessons that MUST be learned in relationships

Just got reading this list on another site I just stumbled across tonight. Since I didn't leave the house today at all, I've been spending quite a lot of time on the internet. This list struck an interest since I'm in a relationship, and it's getting serious, kinda. I'll just say it like this: my boyfriend is ready for to take the next step with me, and I'm having concerns with that (e.g. fear of the unknown, hangups about the past). I'm the type to take the safe road, and I can possibly miss a lot by doing that. Time to take a risk or two for 2k6.

But on the flip side, number 75 on the list is quite funny though. Go take a look, I don't wanna ruin the fun.

Happy 2006!

3 days late.

At least it wasn't 306 days late ;)